Memories.....

I look back the days...
The photographs....
The moments....
Times flies, memories lives forever...

Jakarta, 06 March 2010

When everything is on God's plan

Today was actually the day that I have been waiting for these few seasons...
Finally, it has arrived.
The only thing that I can say is God actually has a plan on us. He will guide us, give us everything we need on the right timing, as long as we keep trying and working harder.
Never lose our faith. God is my redemption.
I heart you my God.
Thank you for today.

This is it

What a relief,
Finally, I came to the end of this
Thanks for making me realize
That love is a strong courage...

Never give up on chasing your love,
Every one deserve to be loved
So if you find your past relationship wasn't right
Never stop believing,
Take all the bad experience to move on,
Because love is the key to happiness.

Jakarta, 23-02-2011

I try to

I try to letting go all my hates
I hope I am doing right this time
People say time could heal
I say, time couldn't
But the heart will ....

Jakarta, 22-02-2011

My Heart goes....

In such period moments
I see them chasing their dreams
Some friends on their Master Degree
Taking it on the city that I heart to...

Oh God,
Am I doing right over here?
Why everything seems so tough?
If this is my call why it so hard for me to letting go my past?
I wish I were me before,
But I know, I just couldn't.

I keep this faith and trust on you
Please be bond my spirit
Believing for this time being...
Every time I breath, I breath my soul...

Jakarta, 21-02-2011

It's been a while

It's been a while until today

I treasured so much in life for the past few seasons
I have been drifted to my very last energy
I almost lost everything that I could have
I almost lost my self...

I saw dark cloud, I felt the rejection, I felt tremendous pain
I felt betrayed so bad, to my own life...
I gambled everything I have for losing...
I disgraced my own conviction, my own believer...
I sucked it all for my own selfness and like a jar, it's broken into pieces
Happen couple times until I enjoyed it...

Wasn't easy for me to get up...
Wasn't easy...
You might unable to count how many times I failed on this.
How many times I was blaming everybody, everyone...
So many times until the only thing that I still remember is to find a way to run, escaping...
But I just couldn't.

Until today,
I still feel the loneliness, the emptiness, something is missing.
But mostly part of my heart are evolving greater...
Chasing and pushing ....
Life goes on, and I am just a survivor....

It's been a while...

Have you ever felt your energy is drained to the last drop yet you ain't stop and still keep going? If you do, trust me you are raising the bar, doing something bold in your life and it can only be as rewarding as you want it to be.

I am walking this task, I am.

Jakarta, 27 January 2011